The paradox of being a human being ... is that not even the perfect case scenarios ... can't bring us ... a real happiness into our souls.
And ... i saw that at many people .... from the stage of my life.
Unfortunately ... that was also the handicap of my own soul ... too.
More ... i was analysing ... more i was understanding that i experience the best i could experience ... in all the areas of my life ... but ...
Yes ... it was this long list with ... buts...
And ... the worst is that i was actually ... like a zombie unable to feel anything.
Absolutely ... anything.
Damn it!
I was trying to convince myself ... but ... unfortunately.
So ... my handicap ... like for many, many others ... was that i didn't had this ability to connect to the moment and enjoy it.
... whatever it was.
I didn't knew it.
Or ... maybe i didn't wanted it.
And .... you know why?!
Well ... most probably ... because i didn't agreed with the Universe.
Whatever i got from it ... i was always chasing for something ... which i didn't had at that time.
Illusory inducing myself frustrations ... and a stupid sadness.
And all these things ... made me feel unhappy.
... unlucky.
Never following ... the right path of life.
But ... maybe ... i should learn to redefine little bit ... what i want.
Also ... learn the art of enjoying the present moment ... whatever that means ...
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